not taking this all so well
 

so
i dont wanna sound like a baby or something here
but is anyone else out there not taking this not gunna be another hulla in a few weeks thing not so well..
lets say i am taking it in pretty much the worst way possible
crying, depressed, i cant handle this..
bash me all you will..
but anyone that knows me knows better...
help :crazyeye:
i seriously have thought about professional help but what do ya go in and say..oh booohoooo they quit having my favorite rave party...life over...drama queen much..
but its not that simple and most of you know that....
any help?

awe...carrie, sweety i wish i could say something or give you some help in any way...i can only imagine...most i can do is send hugz but i love ya girlie

sorry,
hug2x

But there is going to be another Goodfellaz party in a couple weeks! :)

i feel ya carrie....im not allowing myself to be sad about it. if i listen to any live sets im done. i have to just remind myself that even tho there arent any more hullas to attend, i have soo many wonderful memories and they are what remind me that even tho there aren't any more hullas to look forward to i have that feeling about the party that won't ever end even if the parties did. HUGS HUGS HUGS!!
"being sad is such a waste of time, so just be happy, just try"

i'm fine.

goodfellaz is not the same and you all know this, i am thinking about going.....but i dont know if that would be good for me or not...i really just want to be ok again...this is getting rediculous

just think positive
with all the devestation going on in our world we have to feel fortunate that we even got to party as much as we did. there are thousands and thousands of people who have NOTHING. no jobs, no schools, no food to sustain them, no shelter to call their own......
our hulla may be uber important to our lives but just cuz its over doesn't mean its the end of the world, for some it seemingly is :(

Im pretty mad that we live too far away, and only went to AGT. Knowing what i know now, i shouldve just spent the money and gone anyways. Its only money...

It was the best party ive ever been to, and we were just in such awwe for weeks afterwards. Now that we have our box set, we listen to it over and over again, and it brings back good memories.

Cheer up Carrie, Sorry your down :)

i totally hear ya jen. that is half my problem, i know i SHOULDNT be such a whiney baby about it, i mean come on, i am fine, i have all i need I AM FINE...what the hell am i bitching about ......

but it hurts all the same..

Right, it's not the same. But life is a constant stream of change. Each day is different from the one before it. You gota be happy for your past memories and keep moving forward to the many great adventures that lay ahead.

Things will get better quicker than you think. Im actually really sad that its over as well and I never had the chace to make it to a Hulla event. My feelings arent as strong as yours im sure but I feel what you feel to a certain extent. Just hang in there, I will be playing some happy music for you this weekend. :D

You have a hug waiting for you when I see you on saturday.

and i MADE a hulla style outfit for the party this weekend nato, i just had to :)